I just.
Why has it been so impossible for me to make connections and make friends with people who aren’t in different states/countries/continents.
I just want people I connect with that I can actually see and hug and drink with and like why do I have to be so different and lonely. Why can’t you minuscule number of amazing people just be near me.
I’m 35, is it EVER going to happen? I mean, I’m lucky to have two partners but I can’t expect them to be everything for me. Am I ever going to have even a tiny social circle? People to call up, hang out with, throw birthday parties for. Do I just hate people too much? I know my standards are astronomical but is it really that impossible to find a couple other fun nerdy local women who don’t have kids, don’t eat meat, don’t follow some dumbshit religion and don’t think feminism is about celebrating prostitution and teaching each other contouring techniques?
I mean… looking around… yeah ok I guess that is too much to ask.